Gaining

How people view weight gain

I don't know if this is the best subject title....but it only allows a few word's!

So what I am trying to say is I am an FA and really into Weight Gain.....on women and especially my wife. I would say there are various times where this weight gain interest is at say 95-100% and other times where maybe around 80-95%.....but it is always really strong. During the strongest times and I believe because of the lack of my wife gaining unintentionally at the time I start to gain some weight myself....mostly because of over eating....but then find myself taking it to another level and trying to gain a lot of weight. This is starting to happen again for the fourth time in the last three years. It usually goes on for about 3-5 months. So this leads me to the subject title even though it might not be the best.

During these times as I am noticeable fatter and my big belly shows that I have clearly gained a lot of weight.....I want so bad for my wife to comment or even tease me a bit......not to mention the ultimate of having her actually like it and enter into a mutual gaining experience. She has only commented slightly in the past and it has always been when she was a bit tipsy from alcohol. It makes sense to think that people like things in different ways or percentages. I clearly know that she doesn't like weight gain on her but maybe she now does on me....but not nearly as much as I like weight gain But could she possibly be kind of a secret feeder or like weight gain on me at certain times and then others she might be a bit embarrassed by it or turned off?

Anyone have similar situations or thought and experiences with this type of back and fourth feelings.

For example during these times when I have gained quite a bit of weight which is clearly obvious by sight......even though my appetite has increased as well ....she feeds me massive plates for meals and offers or even just grabs my plate and fills heaping seconds. I know I have become kind of a pig during these times but she stocks the pantry & fridge with massive amounts of snacks...cookies, chips ice cream etc. So if she didn't like me fatter wouldn't she try to serve me smaller portions and not buy all the fattening snacks? Or can it be that she is kind of turned on by how fat I am getting maybe only 30-50% of the time and the other time not really into it and maybe because of society she is a little weirded by her interest in it? Also, when she has gained some weight herself I catch her relaxing watching TV at times squeezing her inner thigh or patting or caressing her belly.

I am kind of baffled......because I have seen her tipsy, when I was at close to my biggest and in a soft way poke fun at me and pat and jiggle my big belly....but then in the way past comment about another guy being fat or disgusting.

Any thoughts and similar experiences shared would be great.

It's crazy to think how aroused I get thinking of her getting nice and fat....but I have to say while I have gotten fatter at times and thinking of her Possibly liking it and to hear her say something like " Come here Big boy as she Jiggles and pats my big belly, let's get you some more food" as she kisses and hugs me ....get's me pretty damn excited thinking about it as well.
11 years