Gaining

A lot of weight gain is caused by dieting. I have known people who have stopped dieting and acutally lost weight. Others have leveled off. But you could also gain too. I would not worry too far in the future. Do what is right for you now. You may not lose the weight you gain, but you might be able to stop gaining if you think you are getting too big.

I think most people have a setpoint. A weight they will gravitate to. If someone is an intentional gainer and wants more weight then they will go past it with intentional and frequent stuffings. More intense than someone who is simply indulging in their favorite foods. Most people who reach adulthood at a slender to average weight will not eventually be 400 lbs. So I think just indulging as you are you would find a weight where things kind of slow down and eventually stop..It could very well be you return to your previous high and settle in right around there.Except this time it won't be a completly negative experience. Best Wishes whatever happens.

I agree with most of what was said above. You do actually harm your body more and gain more weight by constantly dieting and then gaining it back. And the ability to gain more only increases after each diet. That is what happened to me. I finally decided to embrace my love of food, let nature take its course and I slowly gained 130 lbs. over a 12 year period. Like you I found it more and more enjoyable to just enjoy the process of fattening. I have reached my set point of around 300 lbs. give or take 5 to 10 and honestly don't think I will gain that much more. I have been at this set point for about 5 years. So enjoy the ride. You can always cut back a little when you feel you have reached the heaviest that you want to be. It sounds like you are thrilled with your gain so far and really want to stop the yo-yo cycle of dieting and just enjoy the ride.