I can imagine but not fully understand being that I live in the U.S. Where size and more Fat people is much more common.
From a gaining weight perspective I can relate. There are times myself where I have gone through several months of intentionally gaining weight starting from trying to help my wife get fatter by sticking all the food in the house. Being very much into Fat and weight gain on my wife and other women all of a sudden I tried to really get a lot fatter because of the lack of weight gain I was having in my life with relation to my wife. I decided I liked getting bigger and I became very excited about stuffing myself constantly to see how much bigger my gut could get. It consumed me and was very exciting but I would have mixed feelings at times even though I was muscular and with 35 extra Lbs. Mostly on my big belly. There were times where I tried to show off how Fat I had become and liked the feeling but other times I would feel a little embarrassed by my changes....resulting in an insecure feeling. Also the things that made me aroused such as pigging out to see how big and bloated I could make my gut....not to mention excited about how much I could now eat was very arousing. Other times those exact things would make me feel a little out of control......belly was so big and full all the time it would get in the way of tying my shoes, sitting down, getting up almost everything was slightly more difficult and the fact that i couldn't eat less even when I tried was a bit scary and even embarrassing. So I guess the mixed emotions are always going to be there.
It helps to live in a place where so many people are big, iverweight and Fat......but I think these emotions that us FA/weight gain enthusiasts feel that get us so excited and aroused can also flip and make us feel out of control, insecure and possibly ashamed at times.
Hope this helps and makes some sense and you feel better.
I seem to see several people from Getmany that are into this fetish.....or for that matter are if Eiropean decent.....i am curious if there has ever been a pole figuring this out.
From a gaining weight perspective I can relate. There are times myself where I have gone through several months of intentionally gaining weight starting from trying to help my wife get fatter by sticking all the food in the house. Being very much into Fat and weight gain on my wife and other women all of a sudden I tried to really get a lot fatter because of the lack of weight gain I was having in my life with relation to my wife. I decided I liked getting bigger and I became very excited about stuffing myself constantly to see how much bigger my gut could get. It consumed me and was very exciting but I would have mixed feelings at times even though I was muscular and with 35 extra Lbs. Mostly on my big belly. There were times where I tried to show off how Fat I had become and liked the feeling but other times I would feel a little embarrassed by my changes....resulting in an insecure feeling. Also the things that made me aroused such as pigging out to see how big and bloated I could make my gut....not to mention excited about how much I could now eat was very arousing. Other times those exact things would make me feel a little out of control......belly was so big and full all the time it would get in the way of tying my shoes, sitting down, getting up almost everything was slightly more difficult and the fact that i couldn't eat less even when I tried was a bit scary and even embarrassing. So I guess the mixed emotions are always going to be there.
It helps to live in a place where so many people are big, iverweight and Fat......but I think these emotions that us FA/weight gain enthusiasts feel that get us so excited and aroused can also flip and make us feel out of control, insecure and possibly ashamed at times.
Hope this helps and makes some sense and you feel better.
I seem to see several people from Getmany that are into this fetish.....or for that matter are if Eiropean decent.....i am curious if there has ever been a pole figuring this out.
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