kaia wrote:
I think what I feel when I don't eat enough is anxiety rather than guilt. I beat myself up for not eating enough, and get anxious that I'm not going to gain as a result of my undereating.
You are young, Kaia. Don't beat yourself up over this! At your age, don't worry. Soon, that metabolism will slow, and you will have the time of your life with greater gains than you have ever imagined.