Let's look at it like this... Being a bit bigger is kinda a taboo in today's world. So of course it makes sense that you have reservations about this to begin with. But there's a deeper interest that was buried beneath that you've stumbled upon, and now you're conflicted upon it, as do many that do find themselves in their initial discovery.
You don't need to gain. Explore the idea's and interests mentally first. Maybe talk about it with some folks here expressing your ideals and concerns.
as for being here, you don't need to gain to be part of the fetish. There's plenty that enjoy stuffing/ bloating to feel bigger then they normally are without the permanent effects of weightgain.
10 years
