Gaining

I mean, you said you already liked being fat once, I don't see why you wouldn't like being fat again. By that logic I say go for it. Gain that weight back. And also if you for some reason don't like being fat this time, you said you lose the weight before so I'm sure you could do that again to if you really wanted. But like I said before: GO FOR IT!

You can always concentrate on exercises to bulk muscles in arms, chest and legs, and let that belly bulge and soften...

And if that doesn't work, heck, you've got a girl interested in guys with soft bellies... Don't lose her even if you do lose your fit figure!

Haha!

Best to you both.

Just wanted to say I find your story incredibly hot!

I hope you are enjoying the life you have because I think for many here, you are living the fantasy!