Fat experiences

Sounds a bit like my beginnings, probably around age 13, figuring myself out, search results led me to Betsy (and eventually to Mandy Blake.) Though, I'd have to say that my first fat girl crush was a girl in junior high. In 9th grade, I took a term as a student technology intern, and one of my duties was to videotape a dance class' routines every week. There was one girl who stood out among the rest - she was taller, and much wider. I never introduced myself, never caught her name, but she was absolutely gorgeous.

I just hope that wherever she is, she's happy and has someone who loves her the way she is (or rather, was.)

The first fat girl crush I can remember was around 8th grade. She used to tie her hair up outside our classroom using one of the windows as a mirror before school most mornings. When she would lift her arms up, her belly would be exposed, hanging over the top of her skirt. We didn't become friends until years later though, and we're still in touch but she's lost a lot of weight.

As far as finding BBWs online, the first ones I can remember are largenlovely and betsy. I can't have been any older than 13 at the time.

I always liked the chubbier girls as long as I can remember .....say from the age of 10 yrs. old.

Well before I started dating girls I had a crush on this Neighborhood Mom....she had nice large Breast's, huge butt, Big fluffy upper arms and a nice Fat lower Belly.
There was a time where she packed on a lot of weight and based on my assumption she got up to around 230 Lbs. still wearing skin tight jeans and low cut sweaters and t-shirts she clearly had grown out of. She typically was in the 180 Lb. range. I would have to say she was my first Fat Crush!!!

My girlfriends through High school and then college were always very pretty and slightly chubby/over weight. The type of girls most guy's back then would think were totally pretty but describe as kind of fat.

I remember during High School......the absolute best was when a totally hot girl from school would come back from summer vacation all Tan and have gained a lot of weight or at least noticeable amount. I had a couple of buddies that I was pretty open with what I liked on girls and described them as thick. They were in similar liking except for a few times I would mention how good and thick a girl became and they would say "she is past thick....she got totally Fat now" At the same time I was hoping that same girl would gain way more.

My second crush had to be my Girlfriend at the beginning of High school that was short and very curvy and always gained weight. We got back together our Senior year and I was pretty open to her about liking gaining and she was very free spirited and gained quite a bit of weight. I would always get her to eat more and more and she would tease me with her stuffings. Being so Free spirited she liked to talk openly and shock people with her gaining. Numerous times embarrassing the heck out of me in front of her friends and me telling them while stuffing her face that I liked her fatter and fatter. Not to mention several times in front of her Mother mentioning when her Mom joked with her about her appetite while she was eating and in front of me, "you better slow down or your going to get as Fat as me" her Mother said....she replied something likeI am going to get Fatter than you and pointed to me and said "he will love it"!

For my Final crush....Today for me with my Beautiful wife with regard to weight gain...I almost feel likeI would love her sooo big and Fat!

Violet Beauregard lover here,Michaela and Sherly from S31 Then Jackii whose name on this I can't remember

My first was in High School, I had a huge crush on this girl who was quite big and bubbly...
Then another girl moved into my class and she was AMAZING... Beautiful, short and quite fat...
She only got married recently, I felt tempted to stop the wedding! lol

My first experience online or on tv was this programme about BBW's and SSBBW's and it opened a whole new door and really opened my eyes

I would have to go as far back as the end of my middle school years when I saw this one chubby girl in a bikini at a water park field trip. When I saw that girl in a bikini, I started to like what I saw.

I walk into one of my photography classes, during my junior year in high school. Graham(my teacher) told me I had left some prints back in the drying area, and when i went back there to get them, there she was. Thick legs, ample breasts, and just amazing to look at. Before i could even get ready to say something, she was already packing her things to leave. First and last time i seen her.

I get to say that I am a pioneer when it comes to precise sexual orientation via the internet. As a pre-teen it was still a new thing but all the primitive urges were there to use it. So of course, you search every kind of porn avaliable and see what pops it up. I recall feeder.co.uk being one of my firsy devious sources.

Fat girls always stood out to me to one extent. My most notable 'crush' was in grade 7-8 and I didn't even understand it until after. She was clearly the fat girl of both classes. I recall doing laps for gym and running by the female instructor hearing her marvel at just how fat this girl was. There's plenty bigger in the world but she stood out in this scenario. What really gets me in retrospect is her comfort. She was so cool with everything.

Anyways many details aside, I was an *** to her and lightly bullied her. Yet it was all a culture/media drivel act to deny the obvious: this girl is making you stiff as a post every time she walks by or does anything really.

I managed to track her down in the days of MSN half a decade ago and apologize. Still couldn't mention that it was cause she was the hottest to me.

Highschool I'll just mention the first day and class where I found myself surrounded by the 3 fattest girls in class but also the most secure. I recall one girl openly saying she wasn't doing any gym electives because she was "too fat" while patting her belly. Other girl was quite plump and seemed to have no issues.

Last girl I had known of vaguely prior from common schools. Always stood out to me. Always cute and had a big pot belly. She's actually skinnyish the last time I saw her. Middle girl there is still plump.

First girl there is ever fatter and apparently had a kid so even more so. She is a true fat girl I guess.

Ah well there's a light look at my early 'crushes'