I'm a sub/slave at heart, but I could imagine enjoying being the dom sometimes.
And as a slave or sub I love to struggle a bit, being naughty, test the other a bit, being overpowered and played and teased with.
I'm quite strong so when I decide I want to throw someone off me (I love being bottom/squashed etc) Ill enjoy it so much more if I'm actually helpless, just pinned down or squashed and out of breath too weak to do anything about it, but to worship, play with the fat and do as I'm told as a reasonable slave would do anyways, but I'm silly and playful .