31 year old woman, into gaining and getting fat since as far back as I can remember, but I'll say 8 since that's the age I can remember stuffing my shirt full of pillows and pretending I was enormously fat. Like many of us, it was a fascination before it was sexual in nature. I do sometimes wonder if that didn't segue me into sex a bit earlier than some of my peers (amongst friends I joke that this is due to being a scorpio, lol). I've always had a hard time keeping my hands off of myself, and fatness/gaining has played a central role in that activity since the get-go, except for the times I tried to trick myself out of my fetish by thinking about more conventional things. I suppose it's good to know I can go there if I wind up falling for a non-fetishist in the future...
I didn't discover feedism until 19 or so, and first tested the waters of intentional gaining at 23. That lasted a couple months until I moved to LA and eventually I got back down to my normal chunky adult weight. At 29 I'd lost even more, hated it, and decided life isn't really worth living if you're always keeping satisfaction at arm's length. 2 years and 100 lbs later... voila!
I didn't discover feedism until 19 or so, and first tested the waters of intentional gaining at 23. That lasted a couple months until I moved to LA and eventually I got back down to my normal chunky adult weight. At 29 I'd lost even more, hated it, and decided life isn't really worth living if you're always keeping satisfaction at arm's length. 2 years and 100 lbs later... voila!
8 years