I've had to manipulate/bribe my target through her 200 lbs barrier. Now 210 has become her next barrier; the trigger that causes her to feel heavy and want to diet.
Now here's the odd thing.... I had wanted to keep her around 205. She's bought dresses for several Christmas events we're supposed to attend and not fitting in those dresses is a no-no.
But she surprised me when she kept on eating like nobody cares and approached 210 very nearly.
She's gone on a "diet" now (as a feeder you know why I put quotes around that) and is stuck around 207.
So.... I wanted to keep her 205, she's 207 now, down from 209....and I feel like a loss on one side, like a win on the side of "hey fuck, she's still way over her 200 barrier"
She's holding steady-ish at a 32.5 BMI (obese), at 207-ish lbs.
Would you consider her fat, and should I count myself lucky, or is the feeling of "damn, she lost weight" more valid?
Now here's the odd thing.... I had wanted to keep her around 205. She's bought dresses for several Christmas events we're supposed to attend and not fitting in those dresses is a no-no.
But she surprised me when she kept on eating like nobody cares and approached 210 very nearly.
She's gone on a "diet" now (as a feeder you know why I put quotes around that) and is stuck around 207.
So.... I wanted to keep her 205, she's 207 now, down from 209....and I feel like a loss on one side, like a win on the side of "hey fuck, she's still way over her 200 barrier"
She's holding steady-ish at a 32.5 BMI (obese), at 207-ish lbs.
Would you consider her fat, and should I count myself lucky, or is the feeling of "damn, she lost weight" more valid?
6 years