Rocket:
So I've always wanted to be super fat, gain alot of weight, have my family and friends make it to a point where "Amanda you really have been getting big"
I want people to be concerned becAuse it's a turn on
I always dreamed of being really big, having a huge belly, and trying to push it around. I've never actually succeeded in being able to enjoy a super full and fat belly that exceeds all of my clothes and shopping has become out of the question. There was only one time I rapidly got to near 240 pounds, I was about 16/17 and it was because of a medicine I was taking. Once I saw that scale say "234" my eyes got wide and I panicked and actually lost it. But I do regret not actually feeling it and focusing on it....this time I want to be 234 again and MORE. I want to be super encouraged and I don't have the money for it but I've been trying super hard to pack on pounds after this recent break up. I'm really excited to see the results of my belly blown up from depression and constant binging. I know I will gain the weight fast if I go back on meds and lounge around. My goal is to really pack on some weight and hide from family and friends until every noticeable blow up. Watch me and help me grow!!
You're amazing! I love what you have to say, thanks for sharing!!
