Gaining

I somtimes like to make fattening concoctions, such as peanutbutter mixed with butter and sugar, and eat them to help me gain weight, and sometimes I get sexually aroused just thinking about how fattening the food I'm about to eat is, and I was wondering if anyone else has similar expiriences with stuff like this.

I kind of understand what you mean. When I like to stuff myself even the thought of buying tons of fattening foods at once is arousing.

I think the secrecy part of things can be a turn on, but I found it an even bigger turn on to be caught, heh. A couple of weeks back, I went into my nearby McDonalds, ordered a couple of value meals. That afternoon, I went back into the same McDonalds, and got served by the same girl, and I think she knew I wasn't sharing either of the value meals.

Kind of embarrassing, but I got a wee bit turned on at the thought of being a little caught.