Gaining

I never have, but I've learned to get good at separating my actions from my desires, enough of the time. Then again, I've not gone through years of deliberately gaining, so the experience could be very different.

Yeah, there are also moments of panic. I kept gaining and gaining and was up to 297 ... and panics that 300 is so close.

Dieted down to 255 and now here I am up to 283 again and gaining pretty quickly. Now I actually have fleeting moments that I should set a goal of 350.

If I had a dedicated online female encourager I would probably be 350 now! LOL