I say keep going. You can always stop later but the regret of stopping now will never go away. Nether will the wonder of what could have happened
Hammertime44:
So long story short, my gfs best friend know about me trying to gain weight and is for it even tho my gf isn’t. She hung out last night and this morning I asked her what she thinks, she said she noticed, she said I’m officially chubby and look pregnant. “Quite the spare tire you have going on” i told her I went up to 158 but stopped because I gained 15lbs in two weeks on heavy cream. She said wow and not to do that again lol but I asked her if it’s bad she said” no but omg you got fat! I think your good.” And then I asked” what if I like it, like a lot. And wanted to do another round of heavy cream and hopefully another 15lbs (I’d be 170lbs Officially over weight and a total of 27lbs from start) she just told me my girl friend is going to kill me. And now I’m worried I shouldn’t. But the rush feeling I had when she told me she noticed and that I got realllllly chubby gave me a rush of fright, embarrassment, shamefullness, helpless in a what happened to me !? Feel that I have never felt before and it was euphoric... I really kinda wanna see her in three weeks and see her reaction to me under another two week heavy cream diet, where I could potently be 170lbs! Idk what to do because I stopped because I felt it came on too fast and it was the first time I actually put weight on and it stuck... but I can’t keep thinking about what would happen if I continued and blew up again.. Idk what to do. Please if anyone could speak their thoughts or give words of wisdom it’d be appreciated!
