11wknight:
So, I have been a "closeted" feedee, if that's what you'd like to call it, which kimd of sucks because I feel like I can't overly be myself completely. I've always been scared to tell people about feederism being a part of my life because you're not "supposed" to want to get fatter, or enjoy being fat. However, I talked to one of my best friends tonight and talked to them about feederism and being a feedee and they were actually really supportive, which was really nice. They just want me to be happy, and it was nice because I was really scared they would be upset or lool down on me for it.
But anyways, I wanted to see if anyone else has any experiences like that, amd how the people in there lives feel about there roles in this world?
So, I have been a "closeted" feedee, if that's what you'd like to call it, which kimd of sucks because I feel like I can't overly be myself completely. I've always been scared to tell people about feederism being a part of my life because you're not "supposed" to want to get fatter, or enjoy being fat. However, I talked to one of my best friends tonight and talked to them about feederism and being a feedee and they were actually really supportive, which was really nice. They just want me to be happy, and it was nice because I was really scared they would be upset or lool down on me for it.
But anyways, I wanted to see if anyone else has any experiences like that, amd how the people in there lives feel about there roles in this world?
That’s awesome that you were able to talk to one of your best friends about this, i’m glad they are supportive of your happiness!
It was only until a few years ago I was able to share my fetish with my girlfriend. We met through feedism, but it wasn’t until later I was able to share my other fat related kinks with her. The night I brought it up we just talked for hours and she just listen to me. I felt like such a weight was lifted off my shoulders, because I always thought that I would be judged negatively for what I’m into. I had an ex that didn’t understand where I was coming from, but then I realized that it was our personalities that just didnt mesh.
Even with my girlfriend that I adore, There are still times that I feel pretty alone in daily life though, because I don’t have a lot of people in my life that I can talk too about this. Unfortunately I don’t have any friends where I live currently. But because of my experience before and I guess getting a little older, if for some reason that conversation came up with family or friends from home I wouldn’t have a problem with expressing how I feel; I would focus on just being honest with them and myself.
5 years