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My questions

I don’t think anyone knows for certain what causes this or any other fetish. I wasn’t even attracted to fat guys (I’m gay) until I was in my 30s. For myself, I had a fear of being fat because I was a weightlifter. I thought I could be Chris Hemsworth or Chris Evans.

I started gaining weight unintentionally, saw my reflection in a department store mirror and liked what I saw. I eventually gave myself permission to gain more but I wavered back and forth. I’m 5’6” and currently 241 lbs, going for 260+.

This is a really big turn on for me. I have to run off to the men’s room at work once or twice a day to whack it as well as 2-3 times at home. I’ve actually gotten hard while eating.
4 years