Gaining

So my stuffing earlier, my first one, has definitely awoken something in me that I've tried to supress. All I want is to stuff my face and fatten myself up. I'm never going back to being normal again. And I love it.

So, when did you all realize there was no return, and that all you wanted was to be a gainer?

I think I was hesitant about it at first, but it's really starting to kick in now that I'm integrating some heavy cream along in with my diet. Chugging a pint or two of it down with some chocolate milk makes me so full, but not for long anymore to where I can eat afterwards. I don't see myself stopping my wanting to gain, it's only a matter of how big I'm able to get.