I empathize with you brother. My experience was a tad bit different because I dated an older woman who taught me how to enjoy the process of it every step of the way. I always saw myself as the fat person out of the crew anyway but I had an ego and cared too much what folks thought and then she taught me to own it because no one is paying attention anyway. Folks don't understand the transition and having to totally rewire your brain to this new way of thinking and moving. There are plenty of women who would appreciate you bro so keep your head up...
5 years
