Submission and domination

I mentioned in another post that growing boobs was/is one of my major goals. I was all belly for a long time, so I knew I had to keep gaining until the rest of me got fat as well. I have a lot of sideboob now and finally I'm just starting to see a little shadow under my boobs that shows they're starting to blossom finally.

I love the thought of filling out bras and having a cup size, of bra shopping like women do.

My advice is get a bikini. Virtually nothing shows off a fat body like a teeny bikini and you'll enjoy that you fill out the top...plus, bikini tops are super comfortable. You might even prefer them to bras, especially since they have a lot of stretch to them.

I went to a pool party once, in a hot pink bikini. Everything was good until the KTB was put on.

Yes, but how much fat would you have to have, for the estrogen to stop erections and shrink the boys?

The fatter both men and women become they take on the same shape the fatter they get and the fatter a male gets his testosterone starts to wane and estrogen levels rise. When I hit 400, my body was more sensitive than normal because one has to get used to the fat because it makes your feel like you are on another body so I had to get used to jiggling and my gut and chest moving as I waddled because one doesn't walk at that weight and I just felt flabby....

Probably the booty talking but Ive been more expressive with my feminine side

Is there any way of stimulating a hormonal reaction to ‘fool’ the body into producing milk (progesterone? estradiol? Not a scientist, sorry)
I associate curves and femininity so I’m pretty thrilled to see mine growing, starting to find peace in myself and my relationship with food.

Small amounts can be used as a contraceptive, but 6 or more months would almost invariably have a permanent effect.
You should speak to a health professional before taking anything hormonal, there are a lot of factors to consider and I can only speak of my personal experience with HRT, which WILL differ.

Of all the weird urges that one should be doable. That and I’m fairly certain breastfeeding a gainer would only aid in making them bigger

so for those who think their fat affects their perception of their own gender, does it also affect your sexual orientation ?

For me I was always at best ambivalent about being male, and I think in some part of my mind early on I had the association that fat guys were less masculine, which may have been some of the appeal to me? Not sure, since old memories are not always reliable. So maybe less fat affecting my perception of my gender, as my perception of my gender affecting my perception of my fat?

Either way, I think I've been pretty much fatsexual forever. My sexual attraction was initially to the chubby girls around me, but I couldn't find a term to describe my fascination with the chubby guys around me, but with hindsight I was totally crushing on them, I just didn't really understand. I'm still more oriented toward women, but think not-overly-masculine fat guys are hot as frick too.