General

We've had a recent influx of new members over the past few days - it's great to see so many new faces here and welcome to all of you

I curious about how you arrived here at this website. Tell us about your Internet journey -

What was your online experience as a BBW, BHM, feeder, feedee or FA before arriving here?

How did you find out about our community and what encouraged you to sign up?

I'm not new as I have been here on and off.

I'm a feabie refugee wanting a fresh start

Well, I've been on and off since I signed up. I've always had this attraction to obese bodies since I was a child. I remember stuffing pillows down my shirts pretending I was bigger. The thing that sparked my awakening was the scene from Cloudy with a Chance of Meatballs where the Mayor eats the big hot dog, I still remember the fuzzy feeling it made me feel.
My internet journey started a couple of years ago on Deviantart and that's about it. I hid this preference of mine for quite the time so I decided to just embrace it.

So I'm not new really just back. I had an account yeaaaarrrss ago. Ive always been a bbw. I initially joined because I was exploring different kinks and what not when I saw that feeding was a thing which was astounding. I was always self conscious and nervous back then to upload pics or videos but I enjoyed seeing other peoples.

Since then I left because I became busy with life (getting married etc). I relocated for my relationship to a place where literally in the first month I moved I had someone stop me in the grocery store to tell me they would pray for me and my body to get small and healthy 😒😒😒 I get constant side eye and the like.

Although I know my husband loves me and I him. I needed my own space and place where I could feel appreciated for the skin I'm in. And do something liberating and be able to enjoy myself again and others.

Also been gone so long didnt know feabie was a thing. So now even though I'd like to start web modeling and what not as a legit income source (damn you corona!) I'm now apprehensive :/

Anyways this ended up long winded lol