Fat experiences

When did you realize you wanted to be fat?

FangBang:
I think it first started at age five when I made friends with a new girl in class and she invited me over to her house to play after school and stay for dinner. She took me into the lounge to say hi to her mum and she was enormous! Her backside took up a good bit of the two seater couch and she had a huge belly, I was dumbstuck & fascinated as I never saw anyone that fat outside of cartoons. As I got a little bit older I remember seeing the original Willy Wonka and the infamous blueberry scene made me feel things I hadn't felt before, and from that day on I used to stuff my pj's as I imagined myself slowly getting fatter and rounder, turning into a giant human beach ball. My granny inadvertently helped me realise I wanted to be fat as when I would stay with her at the weekends while my parents worked she would let me have all the sweets & junk food I wanted as my parents were quite strict in that regard. I loved going to the sweet shop down the hill on a friday and coming back with a bag full of junk for me, spending all weekend playing my playstation in the spare room and stuffing my face without consequence. The binging on junk food continued at home (in secret) and by the time my parents noticed I was getting pretty chubby I was in the "baby fat" stage so they put it down to that and I continued to grow. I loved seeing the changes in my body as I started getting bigger, especially seeing my belly start to bulge. I used to, and sometimes still do, fantasize about having a huge round belly that makes me look like a pregnant woman past my due date but revelling in the fact my constant gorging and lack of exercise made it so big & the only baby in there would be a food baby. I found this site at 16 after googling "big belly woman" out of curiosity and made an account at 18, I've been here ever since & my love of weight gain and being fat has only grown...funnily enough so has my waistline.


I love tall and big women and i have since i was 13 kinda young but it’s when it all started now i like em big and round or tall and big like over 6’1 i just feel protected by them and i love how cuddly bigger girls are and it’s awesome i used to be a bigger guy in high school but it was muscle and then lost a lot
4 years

When did you realize you wanted to be fat?

I became fascinated with being fat since I was a child. I wanted to be fat just like my aunts were. By the time that I was an adult, I was totally obsessed with being and becoming fat. So I stopped exercising and began to eat more. When I weighed in at 200-lbs. I doubled the amount of food. Now, I'm 50-lbs. away from being 300-lbs.
4 years

When did you realize you wanted to be fat?

I remember being a teenager. My best friend and his sister were both big, I remember seeing his sister and wanting to be as big as she was. I remember when I was 14 I had gained a bit of weight and my parents were concerned, I was happy with the weight I gained but I probably shouldn't have said it out loud. :V I remember saying I wanted to be like my friend's sister, that didn't help matters... I was slightly overweight then. Anyways I'm happy that I'm obese now. smiley I can't wait for my BMI to continue increasing.
2 years

When did you realize you wanted to be fat?

I had been reading the stories on this site "as a joke" until I finally realized that I actually like being fat and wanted to be fatter.
2 years

When did you realize you wanted to be fat?

angelhoney:
I�ve known ever since I was a little kid, I would stuff pillows under my dress and fantasize about being force fed. I think it has much to do with my mom being very restrictive of my diet, she never let me eat candy or junk food as a kid or teenager.

Sativah_sauce:
Yeah I had a similar experience and have fantasised about being fat and force fed for as long as I can remember. It was something i was very ashamed of as a kid which is where i think the force feeding fantasy came into it, to deter shame by having someone else do it to me 'against my will' ~ sure.. Hahaha also my parents were very restrictive with what I ate and made junk food a reeeaaally special treat


Yeah, totally got it. I had the same experience like both of you. I awaken from the middle classes of primary school, also packed pillows in my clothes, and drew stuff. I gained a bit during 3class. But my parents weren't very respectful of that. They poked me and had some comments (and after this all I became ashamed of this for like a decade) after I remained fit or kind of.
In 2019 I finally remembered that I'm into it but it was very hard to realise and gain confidence because of previous trauma. But at least I started. Then in the end of the year I got into relationships and later in April 2020 I started to gain and somewhat introduced this to my boyfriend. I liked that, but unfortunately he didn't understand me properly so I stopped during june.😢

Funfact: my fattest pictures are from that era, but now I am skinny and will not start to gain until I will live alone or with partner/feeder
2 years

When did you realize you wanted to be fat?

From the very beginning. When it finally happened, I freaked out. Go figure.
2 years

When did you realize you wanted to be fat?

From the very beginning. When it finally happened, I freaked out. Go figure.
2 years

When did you realize you wanted to be fat?

Johniav:
From the very beginning. When it finally happened, I freaked out. Go figure.


It's not unusual. It's sad, but it makes sense.
2 years

When did you realize you wanted to be fat?

Zitroneneis:
As a teenager aswell. I started with 53 kg and I‘m now 85 kg. My friends don‘t know. Even my husband doesn‘t know.


Has anything changed about that?
1 year

When did you realize you wanted to be fat?

Since I was little. I can remember as a kid wondering how many candy bars I'd have to eat to get fat, or whether there were more calories in cookies or cookie dough. Maybe the diet culture of the time ended up putting contrary ideas into my head. A number of times in my adult life I've lost weight and gotten pretty fit, but at this point I'm finally over it and I'm finally beginning to feel happy yo be where I'm at. I know that somehow I'm not supposed to feel good being weak and heavy, and I can't really explain why that makes me feel so good, and so happy, except that it does. After years of resisting and trying out the alternative, I'm convinced that the fat version of myself is the better version.
1 year
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