Ballbellyintraining:
When I do a major stuffing session, I get so turned on by my gut getting bigger and more stuffed as I eat. I also share photos with people too, I love it when they comment how enormous my gut it. But the end of the day it is so distended I can barely get out of bed and I cannot change the size by trying to suck it in. It is rock hard... It is so intoxicating.
Same dude, same 😂
I just crossed into a weight range I’ve been genuinely nervous would finally be too big for me to handle - 350lbs,, and completely unfit from home working and gluttonous laziness.
But now that I’m here I’m no less cognisant of those concerns, (they’re entirely legitimate, though only because I know to respect my intuitions about gaining), but I couldn’t be more enamoured with what these last 8-10 lbs have done to me! I couldn’t be more surprised by this, but my p***y has been on fire ever since my boyfriend told last night how fat I look as soon as he saw me after a week apart.
I suppose the process i started when my first quarantine 15 showed up - of giving up on this idea I have of myself as a feedee with limits - just keeps marching on...
There is nothing more intoxicating than growing fatter. Goddam my [quasi-]addictive personality!