Pummeluff:
Once you really get consumed by the idea of gaining weight which then gets reinforced by actually gaining weight. The inhibition level might sink to a level where this fetish is inevitably making you gain weight because you just don't want it to stop. I think this could be considered a point of no return psychologically.
At least that's the place where I am at at the moment....
John Smith:
I get what you mean and that's a very good insight.
I can reflect about it, as a feeder: my feedee used to share some quite similar fears about the urgent crave for losing control and just let herself go, let everything go and turn herself into some sort of a living pigging machine. The way she spoke about it, how the thrill to ever yield to the temptation was ever scratching within her-- even perhaps slowly withering away a little more of her self-control, her willpower to maintain her moral self or public facade who had to work for a living, earn money, had projects and all the following subtleties and intricacies of being an young single woman... that was an everyday fight. A fight that was someday easy, someday easier, someday hard and the other day way harder. There has moments she admitted the thought of just leaving her clerk job and social life, slacking at home and all was crossing hee mind every once and again: just sparing her whole time and money porking out endlessly every single day and just see how many hundreds of pounds she can pack within a year, literally (and she could: the girl was capable to effortlessly pack 20 pounds within two weeks prior plateau-ing and shedding it for a couple of more weeks, even once she did gain 25 pounds in six days!) .
She somehow knew that was a fight she will lose, sooner or later-- preferably later, she once admitted. Except that some part of her want to actually lose it .
Once you really get consumed by the idea of gaining weight which then gets reinforced by actually gaining weight. The inhibition level might sink to a level where this fetish is inevitably making you gain weight because you just don't want it to stop. I think this could be considered a point of no return psychologically.
At least that's the place where I am at at the moment....
John Smith:
I get what you mean and that's a very good insight.
I can reflect about it, as a feeder: my feedee used to share some quite similar fears about the urgent crave for losing control and just let herself go, let everything go and turn herself into some sort of a living pigging machine. The way she spoke about it, how the thrill to ever yield to the temptation was ever scratching within her-- even perhaps slowly withering away a little more of her self-control, her willpower to maintain her moral self or public facade who had to work for a living, earn money, had projects and all the following subtleties and intricacies of being an young single woman... that was an everyday fight. A fight that was someday easy, someday easier, someday hard and the other day way harder. There has moments she admitted the thought of just leaving her clerk job and social life, slacking at home and all was crossing hee mind every once and again: just sparing her whole time and money porking out endlessly every single day and just see how many hundreds of pounds she can pack within a year, literally (and she could: the girl was capable to effortlessly pack 20 pounds within two weeks prior plateau-ing and shedding it for a couple of more weeks, even once she did gain 25 pounds in six days!) .
She somehow knew that was a fight she will lose, sooner or later-- preferably later, she once admitted. Except that some part of her want to actually lose it .
25 pounds in six days?! 🤯
3 years
