MarshmallowMinotaur:
This kink or fetish is almost an addiction. I have liked fat guys for a long time. I saw pictures of guys, and guys in real life that at the time I thought were really obese. I still found them attractive, I didn’t judge. It was just a matter of perspective and frame of reference. As time went on and I was gaining those guys seemed to be not so obese anymore. As I gained and hit milestones, weights I had never reached before, I thought “that’s all I am?” and pushed to gain more. I didn’t hit my goal, and actually lost unintentionally. I’m gaining again but it’s not enough weight fast enough. In short, we raise the bar. I think something hormonal or in our brain chemistry happens that we don’t think we’re fat enough.
Being hetero, I would look at some gainers as a measuring stick to get an idea of what to experience when at their weight. It's a different world when experiences are similar and more so when you've passed them while continuing to balloon. Sometimes, you don't think you're "massive" until that day comes and you realize that you are the fattest person some in your circle have ever come across including some strangers. For some 250 is huge, for some its chubby though 375-400 doesn't seem that huge but for some its like your a biscuit away from that tv show.
Best I can say is to prepare as you don't want others having final say in what you do/don't do.
