Submission and domination

Pretty common for your age really.
Lack of experience in a lot of things at that age.
I know I was when I was 19.
You have kinks and fantasies that you haven't figured out and all I can say it takes time to sort thru all of it so don't worry so much about it.
You aren't weird or different just a typical teenager.
One thing I can say with certainty is you will grow up and change a lot from now to age 25.
More than likely you will have a totally different outlook on things when you turn 25.

I guess my advice is don't over think everything and just sit back and let things happen naturally.
Life is not a race and you may not figure everything out in the span of your entire life.
Just chill and let things happen on their own.

Basically ditto on everything that Ditzy said.

But also, please use paragraph breaks. It is hard to read a block of text that big. ;-)