Fat experiences

You are the recipient of my admiration. Your curves flow as wonderfully as the waves in an ocean. Hypnotic in motion and energetic in its flow.

1) Food: No longer needing to count carbs/calories and restricting foods, now I eat whatever I want which is really freeing after years of dieting.

2) Physical: Seeing my body change because regaining all 50 pounds I’d lost a few years ago has resulted in gaining in areas I wasn’t fat last time. Watching and feeling my belly grow larger and softer. The feeling of jiggling slightly when walking. Taking up more space.

3) Mental: Knowing that this time I can’t chicken out unless I stop my medication AND that I’m slowly becoming more confident with my gain in general AND that I’m finally doing this after wanting to for ages AND that I’m no longer letting an e.d. run my life are all very good things too.

The fun part about getting fat is eating a lot of food; in which I have been doing. Watching the numbers going up on the scales. Currently, my belly is resting on my lap.

I wonder how much weight you have added since joining here. Many accidental gainers as yourself become full on gluttonous piggies after joining the site.I can just picture you at a party on Labor Day shocking anyone who hasn't seen you since the spring.Its like a scene from a weight gain fiction story but real life.

I agree!

I totally agree, also when people tell me they can tell I've got bigger, it's just so arousing. Knowing the changes are so obvious and people actually notice and saying something feels good.
It encourages me to get fatter just to see their reactions

MMMMMMMMMM. That is a big, beautiful belly!

I've basically been big all my life but to me it's very comforting.Up until I had my leg problems(not directly caused by weight).I was pretty active even for as big as I was.I never felt the need for all these diets or excessive exercise to fit in with societies standards.I'm just happy being me in this body I've helped create.I love the soft feeling of my body!

For me, obviously food is a big thing. Having the freedom to enjoy and indulge as much as you like is such a wonderful way to live, especially when you enjoy food and it brings you a lot of happiness.

Then of course its the changes that indulgence has on the body. Having a body thats covered in curves, jiggly fat, deep folds is incredibly sensual. The larger you get, the more sensitive your skin becomes. And the knowledge that you did this to yourself and it goes against everything that society would have you believe about "attractiveness".

Lastly, knowing there are people around the world who find what you're doing to yourself unbelievably sexy is a pretty fun feeling. People really egging you on to indulge and get greedy with the food you like, reinforcing how good you feel when you stuff your face...thats fun too!

I enjoy having the opportunity to eat great food without worrying about what others will think of my appearance.