Fat experiences

This was at least 15 years ago... I was a member of a weightlifting forum and made a post “I wanna get fat”. I remember saying I was tired of dieting and busting my ass to lose weight. I said I wanted to eat anything and everything and actually become obese. I don’t think it was just frustration, but rather a real desire to get fat. I saw so many good looking fat guys... how bad can it be for so many good looking guys to be so fat? It was a turn on. I toyed with the idea on and off for years, but I found myself getting turned on by it and fantasizing about it and fat guys when I masturbated. Of course, afterwards I lost the desire to get fat until I started getting turned on again. So around May 2015 I gave in, let go and started gaining. I found this site and joined for the first time (I quit, then came back a few times), and found the Gainer’s Pledge. So yeah, around 2005-2006 is when I had my first inkling of wanting to get fat.

It’s strange but the movie Charlie and the Chocolate Factory was my earliest. When I was a kid, I loved seeing violet swell up into a giant blueberry, seeing her clothes get tighter and roll up, exposing that big round bloated af belly. Currently I’m not into any blueberry bloated girls, but I like pregnant and belly stuffed/bloated girls, very round and full and tight bellies with no rolls or fat on the rest of their bodies. I guess similar to violet, oh how I wish that gum existed and I wish the human belly could get that big, it’d be so hot

For me when everyone else had a crush on Daisy Duke from "Dukes of Hazzard", I had a crush on boss hogs wife Lulu at 12 years old.

Same here. My friend and I would play games about how fat we would be, and we would wear layers and layers and layers of clothing. The one who was the fattest would have the other one help them do things.

Surprisingly, I was always the fattest.

When I was younger and just a little chubby. I would take one of my mothers mirrors. And gaze at the reflection of my belly in bed and think about what my belly would be like if it was BIGGER

While watching some shows and ads I liked when certain characters gained weight.

Accidentally watching the Nutty Professor when I was like 8 had to be my first exposure, and probably imprinted on me in the first place— especially the scenes where he gets really fat, and a nightmare where he turns into giant “Fatzilla”. Since then I was raised staunchly religious and conservative and of course with that comes fun shit like sexual repression for way too damn long. I had one friend in college who, truly out of the blue, joked that I was a “chubby chaser”, and that same semester I saw an anime flick called “Paprika” which involves a brief, strange, but very hot (and downright shameless) inflation bit— along with a lot of other kinky/freaky fantasy bits. Towards the end of college I was struggling a lot with self-loathing for liking such devious stuff and just having a sex drive in general, but a couple years out I finally caved as I let my own repression relax a little bit. I looked up inflation YouTubers like OnceDeli, and then just big belly pics in general, and eventually I accepted myself who who and how I am, completely, weird kinks and all. Finding the fat-loving side of deviantArt, plus Feabie and here, definitely helped out. I just love big, squishable bellies!

I totally relate to these types of commercials or magazine articles for weight loss. This one rang volumes “hydroxycut” the woman was in a bikini while she gained all her weight and after. Seeing her walking in the commercial with her beautiful figure amazed me. She was probably only 20-30 pounds over weight but societal standards and all I could think about was her gaining more eight and getting fatter and how much sexier she would look.

Agreed that the before pics are always the best when it comes to seeing someone’s weight loss comparisons. They usually look better fat :-)

When i was in MS i had two times that i was a "victim" of FA and encouragers.
1. My sister caused me to gain some weight because i was mean to her chubby friend. it was probably only 20 lbs or so.
2. also in MS I had a crush on a man who gave me lots of candy and debbie cakes and encouraged me to eat. he said he made him happy. He was careful to not allow anything sexual to happen between us. Mom, stepped in when she saw how much weight i gained my 7th grade year and locked me down pretty tight. everything she did made me worse.
but she found my stash of snacks and did daily sweeps of my room. She never found the Trac phone he got me though. I still have it.