Since I was 11 years old (2003) I have loved everything about being fat
The way my belly jiggles when I walk
The way my belly hangs over my lap, and I love how much fat I can grab and squeeze and these day's it's so much more than a handful
I get so turned on when I can't button up my jeans and find out from the scales that I've gained weight xxx
It is just the best and most empowering feeling in the world.
Since I was 13 I hated being skinny and saw myself as week and patheitic and someone who couldn't protect themselves and the people they love.
Even too this day if I weigh any less than 16 stone I feel skinny and weak and sad and that I've failed as a person, so in addition to feeling incredible confident and sexy being fat I also have deep seeded reasons for wanting to be bigger all the time and as horrible as it was too see myself as weak and useless when I was skinny, I believe that maybe that's what got me too where I am now