1. Do you consider gaining more of a fetish or need?
Usage of the word "fetish" is inconsistent and thus open to interpretation. But assuming that it's use here is to suggest that feedism is an additional and non essential component to one's sexuality, then definitely the latter. My sexuality is entirely fat and feedism based.
2. How much have you gained (on purpose)?
Off and on, 50 pounds.
3. What's your weight goal?
Fantasy: Heavier than yesterday and lighter than tomorrow.
Reality: I swing between wanting to be leaner, say 200lbs, and wanting to be 300lbs+.
3 years