Gaining

The first 60 lbs I gained was out of spite (long story, cheating husband).
Years later after losing the spite weight I found I missed being a little chubby.
I guess it was more of a need for me because I never got into the fetish part of it.
The subsequent gains were on purpose until I was over 250 lbs.
As far as goals I think 250 ish was sort of a goal but when I hit 250 I just let go and didn't worry about how much I gained because I enjoyed getting heavier.

1. Fetish
2. 55 lbs
3. 300 lbs first goal

[quote]TheBoarInside:
1. Do you consider gaining more of a fetish or need?
2. How much have you gained (on purpose)?
3. What's your weight goal?


My answers:
1. Fetish’s 2. 36 pounds 3. 340lbs.

1. Do you consider gaining more of a fetish or need?

Usage of the word "fetish" is inconsistent and thus open to interpretation. But assuming that it's use here is to suggest that feedism is an additional and non essential component to one's sexuality, then definitely the latter. My sexuality is entirely fat and feedism based.

2. How much have you gained (on purpose)?

Off and on, 50 pounds.

3. What's your weight goal?

Fantasy: Heavier than yesterday and lighter than tomorrow.
Reality: I swing between wanting to be leaner, say 200lbs, and wanting to be 300lbs+.

[quote]TheBoarInside:
1. Do you consider gaining more of a fetish or need?
2. How much have you gained (on purpose)?
3. What's your weight goal?


My (Mrs Londonfa’s) answers:
1. Erm not really either. Natural I guess would be the beat answer. The security of being able to let go and the desire it brings from my husband and the fact it feels emancipating from my job and childhood sort of makes it a psychological want/need. There is definitely a sexual element in that to an extent as well.
2. Deliberate is only 42kg but thats about half of my gain.
3. We’ll see. “When I’m done I’m done” its like having a good meal: you’re full when your mind and body say you’re full. I think that will be north of 350 but south of 450 but who knows?!