TheWickedOne:
It's a cycle a lot people go though who are ashamed of their fetishes. As a dominatrix I constantly have subs who make accounts, session with me, then delete immediately after only to come back a few weeks later begging for more.
My inbox is a graveyard of deleted accounts asking to be my pig. Don't take it personally.
Some of them I may have ended up responding to, but the time I was able to get on here again they've already deleted everything. It's frustrating.