Gaining

Stuck in feedee hell

My first semester of college I managed to gain about 30 lbs in 3 months, getting up to 240 lbs. That was fall 2020, and since getting home at the end of that school year and staying due to mental health junk, I've slowly lost and lost all the way to 194 lbs. Between a lack of income and hella "health" conscious parents, I'm starting to wonder if I'll ever actually be able to gain again in the foreseeable future, much less fulfill my death feedee dreams. smiley
2 years