Fat experiences

I only got interested in the whole dynamic recently after watching feeder porn, which was recommended to me since i love big ladies.

As an passionate hobby cook i just love the idea of someone eating my food greedily, and if i have some connection to that person makes me love it even more.

I guess its abit more sexual and passionate for me and i dont think i have experienced the whole beauty of it but then i only know of it for less than a few months, and joining this forum is my first real venture into it, but its so exciting and iam loving the thought and thinking about feeding the lady ive choosen.

I've unconsciously known ever since I was a little kid and developed a major fixation on big bellies in general thanks to cartoons and such. Even when I began learning about porn and stuff it wasn't even a conscious act, I'd just automatically seek out stuff involving big bellies, which ended up being mostly feederism stuff. It's kinda dumb, but whenever I feel like a lousy feedee wannabe, I'll try and just think about that and remind myself that I was practically born to be a complete pig, lol

At birth.

When I was much younger, I was fascinated by being fat. I actually wanted to be fat like some of the other people who were my age.

I was struggling a bit last year with the weight I’ve gained with Covid like 60 pounds lol putting me over 300 I actually started the year wanting to lose weight, and my New Years res was to lose weight and here I am in August 40 pounds heavier. I tried, I really went all in it’s just not as easy as I was when I was younger, I cut from 160 to 125 for wrestling yearly back in the day… so I looked more into fat acceptance and body positivity, and I found there was people who WANTED to gain weight as in be fat! And basically I was hooked right in.

I dated a girl that was into feeding. I honestly had never heard of it before, and I was totally hooked. I gained about 20 lbs for her. After we stopped dated I just kept going.

I was really young when I saw this (about 2:45 until 4:30) and I knew right away I was up to something. I hadn’t seen this fairy tale in a few years and I was so happy to see it again ☺️
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I didn't know it then, but when I did, it really explained why "The Very Hungry Catipillar" was so fascinating to me as a kid. Wasn't until I found Dimensions that I was like ok, "its the results AND the process". All I can say is I'm ever so thankful there are all of the users here around the world validating the fact I ain't just make it up in my head.

Yes I loved this fairytale as a child too!

The moment, for me, that I wanted to start gaining weight, was when I was getting out of the shower, I was not intentionally trying to get fat, it just happened, I looked down and saw my belly and well, it was like it changed something for me and I wanted to get fatter haha