Fat experiences

I would say it was one of those moments when two paths diverged. Had you followed up with more of a display of interest, you might have gone down another path. But at the time you didn't, and now those paths have moved far apart. It is a memory that you might always wonder about, but I'd say let the past be the past, and try to meet new people.

Never hurts to reach out. This reminds me of how I had a little kid crush on the fattest girl in class in 1st grade. She smelled strongly of BO and I once got dared by the cool kids to touch her butt and sit next to her, and I did lol. We kinda became friends and played video games together briefly. Her smell stuck to my couch for like a week after she was at my house and I remember being so obsessed with her smell. And then she moved away and went to a different school and we never saw each other again. A few years after graduating high school I reached out to her on Facebook and said I had a huge crush on her, and she said she had one too. We went to a few movies together and I put my arm around her and she burped a lot. We didn't end up dating as she was getting over a bad breakup at the time, but it was a very nice experience to share. And keep in mind this was from someone back in 1st grade! If your connection was in high school that's WAY more relevant.