Fat experiences

I‘m at a stage where wide clothes like large polo-shirts still do a pretty good job of concealing my ever growing chubbiness. But the other day we were at a rest area on the motorway and we were walking towards the main building. A very strong, warm wind was blowing in our face. And it pressed that polo shirt against my abdomen as we approached the all-glass building and I saw all that flab reflecting in the window… cool

I recently started making an effort to sit up straight in my desk chair due to shoulder and neck pain. Well, when I do that and scoot forward enough to comfortably reach the keyboard, my belly hits the edge of the desk!

A friend took pics of me in a bikini recently without me noticing, so I wasn't posing whatsoever. It was the first time I realizes that I have really big back rolls now and how fat I overall look including my double chin and face. It was honestly shocking to see how fat I must look to others because I still see myself barely bigger as when I started this journey

I first realized I was finally fat when I couldn't fit onto a ride at the fair with my daughter, and most of the booths at restaurants began shrinking ; ) Had to start ordering clothing online as well since the typical store selection no longer had shirts and pants that fit me

New stretch marks coming in, they looked permanent. And with my nightly pizzas before bed, my stomach is punching out more. Hunger is growing.

my belly pushing me further away from the computer keyboard has been one of those big changes that i noticed, too.

that, and when my cursor goes crazy because a roll of belly fat is pressing the space bar without me knowing! lol

Just to translate: I fell onto a wooden chair in a bakery in Emden and part of the backrest broke off, luckily nobody noticed, I don't know what would happen if a chair collapsed completely.

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c00kie
FF Team

Just that kinda realisation I'm back to stuffing as hard as I used to when I was 250lb two years ago while currently about 200lb, with most of it kinda going to my belly super hard. Not "damn, I'm fat", but definitely "damn, I'm gonna get so fat..." haha.

when you’ve been wearing nothing but sweatpants and joggers for 2 years and you find out a grand total of zero of your pants fit.


when people always make sure you have had enough to eat/always talking to you about food, new places etc

when you’re referred to as “the fat guy”

At a family gathering, when even your fattest family members say you need to lose weight. And the others tell you it's okay to get more to eat.
Also, approaching big round numbers, like 200 kilos.