I am seing a therapist due to many other issues I'm having. However I was scared to discuss this. When I was a child I remember how my mother reacted to fat people on the street, for example. That made me close in even more.
Gushloader:
Hi,
I don't know whether writing on a random website about that will help, but I hope someone can tell me how to proceed. So I was raised in a very fit family. My mother is a personal trainer, and my father loves exercise. I am skinny myself, however I have very soft spot for larger women, but I am scared to death to admit to it. Being shy, depressed, etc does not help in this matter. I am very much an introvert, however I love talking to people I find nice. But, I could tell nobody about my fetish, and so I am afraid to even speak online to girls. The combination of my personal traids, like shiness and depression and pretty specific tastes I think I am into older women makes me walk into an impasse. I don't even want a GF, I want to be OK with my fetish and don't feel guilty that I am into obese women even though it might be unhealthy for them.
Munchies:
I am a fit and muscular woman who loves fat men and making them fatter. There's nothing wrong with loving fat people. It's not a crime to let fat people exist. And there's nothing wrong with finding fat people sexy.
It will take some time to work through you issues. And that's okay. If you aren't seeing anyone, I do recommend seeing a therapist.
Gushloader:
In time, you will get the courage to stand your ground. Love who you love. Your family shouldn't stand in the way of that. And if they do, you stand up for your partner because they are a person first and foremost.
