Hello everyone, I have suffered with an urge to gain weight my whole life. Unfortunately, I have been unable to do so. Not because of how my body reacts to excess food, but because I have issues with fully committing to becoming fatter. I have gained in the past and liked it, but unfortunately lost the weight due to issues with addiction. I constantly fantasize about turning myself into an immobile blob, but these fantasies always disappear after masturbaiting/ having sex. I have tried edging, only allowing myself to cum after stuffing, etc. nothing seems to keep my mind in a gaining headspace! Has anyone else struggled with this early in their gains or is it just me? How can I Fix this ? I’m getting so tired of not being fat anymore!!
2 years