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I remember watching Rugrats, specifically the episode where Chuckie wished he was never born. In the world he was never born, Angelica was really fat and ever since I seen that episode I wanted to be huge! I remember telling my mom that I wanted to be fat and she obviously didn’t take that well. I remember not understanding why being fat is “so bad”, when it’s super soft.

I was obsessed with bellies when I was younger (11 or 12) cuz I was a stick kid. I was jealous of some of my friends and their bellies and a lady friend had some pudge and it was a huge turn on. Kinda went down hill from there has having a full belly of my own turned me on. Not sure why it did and does other than just bad timing and puberty lol, but it's heavily linked.