Today I was mostly pissed off about stuff stupid people were doing that were making messes of my work.  This seemed to drive me to eat maybe 5000 to 6000 calories today - something I haven't been able to get myself to do for a long time.  I might have broken through my plateau of about 330 pounds. I want to swell up enormously to 500 or 600 pounds, but not this way.  I don't want to grow to my dream size by being pissed off all the time.
      
      
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