I've had a fetish for weight gain as long as I can remember. The episode of The Rugrats where Angelica gets whatever she wants and is massively overweight, as well as the episode of Doug where he gains a bunch of weight while staying with his grandma fueled my secret desire to be a gluttonous and greedy pig. Despite these secret desires I grew up a very tall, slender, athletic person. Throughout my mid to late 20s I was always right around 170lbs. The last time I weighed 170 lbs was 2019. Today I enjoy tipping the scale at 245 lbs. All of my fears regarding others reactions were non existent. I had given in and the world just accepted me as fat. To all of you out there afraid of what your world will think about you if you gain weight, Know its nowhere near as bad as you are imagining. Most people will say nothing. I do imagine getting more scoldings from my doctor the next time I see her. I don't think she'll ignore my extra 75 lbs. Being scolded by your doctor for getting fat is as exhilarating as you've fantasized about. Anyone else really let go and put on 50+ lbs?
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