Biggerisbetter82:
Just take it slow and at your pace, not his. In the End, it’s your body, and your living with it,
Rosiemoanz:
you’re absolutely right..I just feel like I’m going to get carried away, and it will be impossible to stop. I already eat so much, and enjoy all the feelings that come with overeating, and I can’t lose weight even when I try my hardest. at this point, if someone is going to overfeed me, and make it fun, I’m just going to be putty in his hands.
Biggerisbetter82:
Why do you need a feeder? If you want to eat, then do it yourself. Over stuff and what not, but do it on your own terms. Not someone elses
I guess I’ve felt conflicted about it for so long. Now that I’m letting myself acknowledge my feelings or cravings or desires, I want to experience them as big as I can, which in my mind means being guided by a feeder. I want to please him. What I guess is scarier is that he could be telling me he is going to fatten me up 200, maybe 300 lbs, and I still think I’d go along with it