Recently I've reached a point in my life where I don't care as much about the outside pressure (societal pressure, friends and family commenting, etc.) . But I am still conflicted about gaining. A part of me loves the idea of gaining weight and getting fat, but there's also a part of me that likes the idea of working out and getting in better shape (wouldn't be surprised if some of it has to do with body contrast with my 380 lb wife). I like the idea of both body contrast, and mutual gaining and I like the idea of getting in shape and getting fat (contradictory I know lol).
I was wondering if anyone else has been in a similar boat and if they had any thoughts on it?
I was wondering if anyone else has been in a similar boat and if they had any thoughts on it?
1 year