It's funny to me, but I love the idea of being big. I always wanted to be big, even when I was little. I padded all the time, so much that I busted my seams. And I would dream about being very obese and looking in the mirror at my smiling self. That was my childhood. And now I love the idea of taking up space as it gives me a feeling of power and strength. Not to mention, I actually love the idea of being a chubby American woman greeting people who are new to the country and who also dream of eating as well as I do (and maybe getting big). I get so embarrassed when I think about my weight gain, but I can't seem to stop. Not only do I love my soft belly, but I just love food way too much. If I'm not careful, I am going to wind up being such a fatty. Lol.
2 years