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In currently more or less 285 at the moment which is very obese for my height.I know im getting pretty big since im starting to use 3xl shirts for some clothing brands and i dont plan on stopping until at least 300 pounds.

Even tho I know all of this,every time i look myself in the mirror i think i look a lot smaller than I actually am and idk why.It just looks like im 50 pounds lighter than I actually am

Does anyone else have the same feeling?

yes same here 😳. I can't realize how fat I am, I have to wear 5xl and still no clothes can cover my belly completely but I can't see how huge I am. For me it's never enough even though I'm morbidly obese with my size, and I have trouble walking, I get out of breath quickly etc. I think it's complicated to see ourselves as others may see us

I understand that. Everyone around me thinks I'm huge. my the only times I find big is in the minoir or camera .