J8o8h8n:
I was wondering if anyone else was in a similar position as me, I spent 10+ years conflicted about getting fat and intentionally gaining and, whenever I thought about trying it out, I always backed out or stopped before I even got started.
However, once I started my 30 day challenge, I've been really enjoying the results and I feel like I should have given into the desire to gain sooner. I definitely still have moments where I go back and forth on gaining, but the back and forth isn't quite what it used to be. When I start to have doubts about it, I get excited seeing the results in the mirror and on the scale and think "one more day couldn't hurt " and I proceed to eat 4000-7000 calories a day.
I still have 6 days to go in my challenge and I'm already thinking about continuing after the challenge is over.
It’s really a matter of opportunity. I’m gaining weight intentionally but do it in slow pace, once I will be able to live alone or with right partner I will unleash this kink in full force so I can really ballooned up. Until then it just a few pounds here and there.
