I don't know what it is, but I almost get more excited at the prospect and effort put into planning and shopping for a stuffing session than I do eating the food haha.
Don't get me wrong, the food and getting bigger are still very much part of the equation, but to deliberately plan how much I want to have, what recipes and treats to make, and what to wear at the time are all things that make the experience way better lol.
That being said, that does lead me to think all day sometimes about stuffing myself full of food, sometimes I even contemplate and act on a full day routine regardless of whether I'm home or about. This leads to some interesting encounters at work, at the grocery store, or with a delivery driver bringing me food 😅
11 months