My favorite parts of getting fat are the amazing softness of my body and the ability to eat whatever I want, however much I want. I love the sensation of jiggling when I move, of my belly hitting my thighs as I huff and puff my way up the stairs. I'm heavy and ponderous. I waddle and break a sweat almost immediately when I have to walk somewhere. It all brings home the fact that I've reshaped my body into something completely different, suited only for lazing around and eating.
The worst parts are other people's attitudes toward my body and the expense involved. Clothes are definitely an issue, especially since Avenue and Catherine's were both victims of the pandemic. But food gets expensive too. I'm hoping to get a decent job in the next year to 18 months that will allow me to eat more and buy bigger clothes.
1 year