I discovered early in my 20s that I enjoyed being fat and I do love food. My ex husband did not like me heavy and criticized me a lot. I was maybe, 30 pounds over where I should be for a healthy weight.
The man I'm with now told me before we got together that he didn't like skinny girls but prefers chubby or a little larger. When we got together, I weighed about 200 pounds. I'm 5 11 and it didn't look too heavy. This morning I weighed 226! I want to get to 250 but I don't know if he's into it.
He is painfully backward about sex. By that I mean not imaginative, can't talk about what he wants, etc. I want him to feed me, but have not figured out how to bring it up without him saying it's weird... difficult for me as I am pretty open about most and fairly adventurous.
2 years
