As long as I can remember I’ve loved food. I was chubby as a kid and would always beg for sweets and eat more than I should. That was before I was forced to cut out food groups from by diet and become slimish since I was not allowed to eat all the treats I did before. I always hated it. But then after an eating disorder and getting the food I liked back I started to get jiggly again. It feels so good to just eat all the yummy food I want. It just feels like it’s my nature to eat junk food and lay around. I’ve realized it’s just who I am and forcing myself to be skinny and not eat what I want would be cruel. It’s just not worth restricting my food to change my body into societies ideal that I don’t even like. I like McDonald’s and candy too much I’m just greedy for it by nature. No wonder my belly is so fat.
1 year