Chinchilla:
Thank you everyone for your advices !
Well, some things happened since my last post. When I went to see him, I brought with me a bag of chouquettes. When we started eating them, my boyfriend handed me another one each time I finished one, it felt like he was feeding me and I truly enjoyed it ! Then the next day, we were eating candies and suddenly, it really surprised me a lot, he told me to open my mouth and put the candy in it !
After this, I really thought that he might have guessed what my fetish was, but of course I couldn't talk to him. But when I went home and saw the posts of everyone here, I sent him a message. I told him that it made me feel shame, but in a way I still wanted him to know because it's an important part of me, and I just didn't want to hide it to him.
So I tried to give him clues so he could guess, but he didn't find. He didn't know after all. However, playing this game made me gain some confidence and finaly I told him everything, in a way that it didn't make me feel as ashamed as I thought I would be. And... He accepted it ! His only concern is about health issues, but for the weight gain he doesn't care as long as I'm happy. He reassured me, telling me that it changed nothing to our relationship (that was one of my concerns).
I'm so happy for having told him, it's thanks to you all. Before posting here I had decided to never tell anyone. And now that he knows, I don't feel as ashamed as before, I wasn't expecting this. Now I can get fat in peace haha
Thank you everyone for your advices !
Well, some things happened since my last post. When I went to see him, I brought with me a bag of chouquettes. When we started eating them, my boyfriend handed me another one each time I finished one, it felt like he was feeding me and I truly enjoyed it ! Then the next day, we were eating candies and suddenly, it really surprised me a lot, he told me to open my mouth and put the candy in it !
After this, I really thought that he might have guessed what my fetish was, but of course I couldn't talk to him. But when I went home and saw the posts of everyone here, I sent him a message. I told him that it made me feel shame, but in a way I still wanted him to know because it's an important part of me, and I just didn't want to hide it to him.
So I tried to give him clues so he could guess, but he didn't find. He didn't know after all. However, playing this game made me gain some confidence and finaly I told him everything, in a way that it didn't make me feel as ashamed as I thought I would be. And... He accepted it ! His only concern is about health issues, but for the weight gain he doesn't care as long as I'm happy. He reassured me, telling me that it changed nothing to our relationship (that was one of my concerns).
I'm so happy for having told him, it's thanks to you all. Before posting here I had decided to never tell anyone. And now that he knows, I don't feel as ashamed as before, I wasn't expecting this. Now I can get fat in peace haha
That’s very nice!
12 months