Laser:
You don't "like your estimates" meaning you'll soon know, or still too far off to know? Or that if you find the cause of the depressive void, it won't help you to better deal with it/fight it?
Nyarlep:
Both? Like aaaaaa I really like the idea of being a girl on one hand but on the other that would immediately set my marriage/best freindship on fire and I’m also completely unsure of weather that is the source per say. I lack most of the telltale signs and don’t really seem to fit but on the other hand I don't really seem to lay claim to being very cis. So probably something else but I have no clue.
I don’t like the answer but it also fits like a square peg in a round hole.
Are you working with a therapist?
